Well today my sister told me i no longer have a sister or she has a sister. that really top it all.

no wonder i have depression and so fk in the head. my family is so cold and always jumping down on me. i know i made mistakes and i know i may have said things that hurt but they need to know how i feel and i guess that is something i should have not did. see my mom always loved my sister more then me, my mom always loved her kids more then my kids. my mom and my sister both have a problem with me visiting them at their house but it is ok for each of them to go to each of their house and i can not. my sister said she has alot on me why she peee off about well so do i. my sister hurt me too and so did my mom. but now she gone to far with no sister now.

i was told i should turn my back. that is hard to do.