I have so much stuff on my plate and this is getting really frustrating to not have T. I am a college student, out for the summer and I won't be able to go back till early september. I don't even know what I would want to talk about really, I just need someone I can feel safe telling all this stuff too, someone I know that would actually care or act like they cared about me. It's hard for me to keep moving through when I have no outlet. I am disheartened by this fact, I just feel alone and have no one to turn to really and I must say I am a bit attached to my T, even though I try not to be and don't act like it in person. I can't deny that I want her...maybe I don't absolutely need her but I want her now so she could listen and validate. There has been a serious lack of nurture, care, and validation of feelings in my life and it's so hard to go back to that when you get a taste of what should have been... This is so hard