what is she doing playing around with the routine it is scaring me?

my t is doing the same thing., having me come in weekly, making the appts himself. giving me compliments, and you know what?
at first it was hard going everyweek, then it was harder listening to what he was saying, and once i even freaked out and left after twenty minutes, he called and i went back the next night to try again but..... now it is finally working. i am talking, sharing and feeling somewhat better in life. still have a lot of hurdles, but the caring feels strange in the beginning, can feel better later on

sending safe hugs