[QUOTE=dubblemonkey;2476217]I don't reckon you are a huge weirdo because of what you are saying here...if you are? then that makes me one as well and I'm already a huge weirdo because of other things and being twice a huge weirdo just can't be fair

people make me nervous....I get exhausted around them I be friendly and respectful and go about my thing...sometimes I sit there at night and think "oh crap man!!....bit lonely here!"....but I do really like my own space even though I drive 'me' nuts sometimes need to slap meself...aaaah! and poke in the eye....aaah! again


I feel the same way, im really on edge when im around poeple i dont know, even sometimes when im around poeple i do know, sometimes i try to have a conversation and it goes pretty well but it is hard work trying to not seem wierd and respond in the right way. when i walk away from meetings and get in my car i always let out a huge sigh like i just went to gym and have no more energy left. and then like you i get home and im like crap i shouldve talked to more poeple cuz now im really lonley! and i drive myself nuts too, thinking and putting myself down, having pity parties. thanks for everything you said, it really did make me feel a little less alone, now i know someone out there feels like i do, if your a wierdo im happy to be one too