Oh wow.
I feel so crap today.
I'm all over the place and so agitated I could scratch my skin off.

I have social anxiety disorder as well as BPD and i live with my parents (I'm 34). I hate them knowing how i feel / what I'm going through. And i do everything i possibly can to not act crazy/abnormal. It gets so exhausting that i can't face the world. i hide in my bedroom to hide my craziness. Unfortunately it doesn't always work though because i need an excuse for why I'm hibernating.

Can anyone relate to this?
Do you have any suggestions?