Well my diagnosis is the bipolar version of schizoaffective disorder. I realize now it was probably me hallucinating, but I actually thought it was snowing, like if I reached out I could touch it.

I have trouble staying on meds when I get manic. I have nobody to administer meds because my moms too busy and my dad thinks mental illness is a joke, so I have to rely on myself. I need to try harder I think.