I feel a lot like this atm so sadly i don't have any advice but i wanted you to know that im here and that if you ever wanna talk im on chat or you can PM also if you like.

I think you're a great guy IT, i'd hate not to have you around - you're funny, you share some great wisdom and without you who would i discuss star trek with? lol

Really hope you manage to acquire inner peace somehow - you have my support