"can't do anything right"
Then try doing things to the left...
Don't listen to these people, you can drink all you want. It's your life and your not going to let a bunch of psychos tell you what to do are you? unless of course you come here for advice that you don't take serious. My personal opinion is that you stop drinking for a while and start to feel your emotions and what's inside your head. Then you will start doing things right even though you may start them left. But don't listen to me either cause I'm a real psycho. Hope you feel better soon. hugs to you girl.