I feel really good. I mean my depression has completely gone. This is what I like But my friends are too busy at the moment to see me. I make allowances as they are at Uni or are working full time or even a few jobs. Yesterday I saw my CPN who told me I am in such a better place now than I have ever been. Maybe not working has helped me after all lol! Since last Wednesday I have been flat sitting for my Sister and its made me realise how much I miss staying on my own. I think I need to move out my folks house and start living my life again.

Next Monday I have a meeting with someone from Citizen's Advice to help me fill in my DLA form. I have declined filling in one as well I do not see myself as 'disabled' but it will be handy money wise. My free bus pass is making life easy too!

I sometimes feel like my friends forget about me. Like I don't matter. I guess deep down I know that's not true. Its just they don't show me I mean anything to them. I barely see 2 of my 4 friends. I miss the blethers we use to have. I text them and even email them but still nothing.

I have even gone to the stage of not telling them when I am unwell cause what's the point? Guess I'm just moaning here. I don't really have anything to say.

Life is good at the moment, I guess I am on the Hypo-Mania streak which I like.