Yes, I did tell T a while back that I wanted him to push me a bit more. He said he had pushed me the last session, and I wasn't even aware of it! I spoke up because I know I'm fully capable of backing off if he pushes too hard. I'm a master of evasion, and he knows it. Nobody pushes the Bunny any further than she wants to go.

But I don't want to be in therapy forever, so I feel like I need a little prodding to get through some of the roadblocks. I'm only hurting myself if I keep stalling and backing off.