I'm turning 20. I have no idea what to do on my birthday. My mom family keeps asking me. I really don't know. A party? I have no friends to invite. I have friends, but none of them no each other, and it just wouldn't feel comfortable. A family party I guess. That's usually just what it ends up with. I can't think of any activities or anything. This always depresses me... It's like why can't I think of anything? I feel like there must be something wrong with me in how I feel indecisive about what to do for my birthday. I just can't think of anything.