hey guy! well you've had it rough but thats all gonna change...First off your a light to others in this world, they see what you stand for! All your emotions or your physical actions speeks wonders to them. Because your in the image of the ultimate being you shine. Moreover you black out too. this is a small realization yet you are still breathing and thinking. Like sleeping. have you ever heard of someone blacking out? well we all do only some of us realize it. When this happens just think and be. OK just "think and be"!!!! Keep people in good graces and in your heart! Don't give up! No matter what! K the cure to Anxiety is first to realize your anxious then pause and think what made you anxious this may come as a shock or maby very little thought/idea at ALL. Now after this realize you can or CANNOT over come the problem...(most times you can't) Then be FINE with IT! OK! Now yOu Can UsE thE anxiety to YouR wiLL you can use all that energy to do what you want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Um you must live your life and you must feed yourself IE: food and drink. When you have an idea follow through with it maby not right now or in the next 5 minutes but you can later. Breath...Breath that is the most important part of life...didja know that when you breath in your exhaling first. WHENEVER YOU INHALE!!! not many know that fact it also means your understanding whats going on around your to you that very moment only MOsT people just blow off that fact. USE it to your advantage. And Take charge! GOOD lUCK -JOE