I have been manic for a few weeks now...mainly my mind is convincing me somehow that I do not need to sleep. I literally fell off the deep end and went nuts I guess. I ended up going to my doctor to get some help to straighten me back out. I'm starting to come down from the mania but I'm finding that instead of stopping at a somewhat normal state of mind I'm heading straight for depression. I would love to stop somewhere in the middle instead of this up or down thing. It gets on my nerves so badly. I get so angry and tell my husband that I'm not mad at him or anyone else,,,,just angry at my bipolar disorder. I end up taking it out on everyone around me and then have to go behind myself and clean up the messes I've made. I just want to scream!!