geez, I can understand your dilemma because I'm never sure of my decisions either. I wouldn't know what to do if I were you. From reading your description of your session, though, I felt some sympathy pains for you. I didn't like a lot of your T's actions and words. They turned me off.

I also wished that you could have been more honest with this T about your concerns but I know how hard that is with a T you don't feel safe with. I think that you will decide what to do when you need to. I know I'm like that. I'm very indecisive but then something clicks and I know what to do! In the meantime, you can check out if the other Ts will see you IF you choose to quit T2. I'm sorry this is so difficult for you.