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Old Aug 02, 2012, 09:38 PM
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Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jun 2012
Location: USA
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I’m not a sociopath but it feels like a part of me is. I’m female, too, been in and out of therapy for years. I’m not a professional – but it’s about to seem that I’m a “professional client”. Hopefully soon to “graduate”, we’ll see.

So, first off I have two questions: have you had a thorough physical lately? Did anything at all, no matter how small you may think it is, happen two years ago that could have felt demeaning or like you didn’t count to someone you cared about? If nothing happened just before you started feeling like this, then I’m serious that you should probably rule out anything physical. But if something did happen, even if it seems like it should be “nothing”, then there may be lots of old rage that you learned to repress or disconnect from as a child. It can sometimes surface in adulthood with amazing and surprising strength. I know this from personal experience.