Hi again ...

I'm so sorry you're stuck in that situation. I just turned 20, and am paying for my own university as well.

Are you in any sort of counselling? Might want to consider it, I went in not only for the depression, but how to deal with my family!

(Yeah, my family generally makes me feel worthless and unimportant. Big into the guilt trips and whatnot too)

If you ever want to PM me, I mean it ... do it.

PS. Can you look into a scholarship or bursary that might help you to pay for a place to live, or pay for your education so you could get a place to live of your own?