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So...today I am not down...today I am just ticked off. Mad at those who caused all this. Wishing some how that revenge could be exacted. I know it would be futile and serve no purpose but I fluctuate this way often. From depression to seething anger of the abusers.

This is probably another coping tool ( I realize that much ) the desire to destroy them keeps me from giving up. It has value in that way.

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again place we are so much alike. I too fluctuate.