Well, a week ago tomorrow, I ended up cutting deeper than i ever have, and came to the realization that I was going to take more drastic measures if I didn't get help, so I went into the hospital. They glued up my cut, and then I found out from another doctor that it really should have been stitched, but boy did it hurt when they were cleaning it to glue.
Anyway, I came home today and am in a much different place than i was then