geez, the important thing is that you have finally recognized who the guilty one is, who did wrong to "you" and you made the decision "not to be the victim anymore".
You have gotten past that frightened victim who held in emotion, didn't let herself feel emotions, to a person who is taking back "her" life.

I know this new T2 triggered you, but you got mad and have been standing your ground. That is actually a sign that you are now at a point where you "have a healthy sense of self worth" and are willing to stand up to others who show you disrespect.

So, the fact that this man has passed on, it may present a sense of loss, but it really isn't because you have found what you really need, you have taken back something that he threatened or damaged and that is much more important. And if you are so driven by a need to voice your anger, you can go to his grave and say anything you need to let out. After all, he cant go anywhere anymore right? You however CAN!

Open Eyes