I have only been here for about a month or so...in that time, I've posted many, many negative and needy posts. I think that by reaching out you are looking for the help you need, and by reaching out in this way, you just might be giving someone else what they need - by that I mean that some are here to help others, and they thrive off of that. I know that when I read a post where I can help that I'm pleased to know that someone is reaching out. If we all were writing positive things, then there would be nobody to help...see what I mean? I don't think what you are doing is wrong in any way.

There will come a time when you are feeling better and you will share your wisdom.