I feel like I have made such a mess of my life. Some of it I contribute to my bipolar disorder, which has only been diagnosed in the past year.

I am living with regrets and these replay over and over in my head.

I have disappointed myself and God.

I don't know how to forgive myself or even ask for forgiveness, because I don't think that I deserve it.

Please pray for me and that there would be some direction in life for my husband and I. It has been a real struggle for us to find jobs in the same location.

Thank you.