I have trouble leaving home, evening leaving the bedroom sometimes. I find solace in my bed, laptop, and TV. When I do fo out I feel good about it and myself. It takes a lot out of me to do it. Sometimes I just go to McDonalds for coffee and take my laptop, or just people watch. I don't want to come home because I know I will go through the same cycle, but have to face things that are not comfortable.

Hope this helped a bit.