Hi, I don't really know where to post this, but maybe someone can give me some suggestions? I'm new on this site. I'm 40, married female, have one child. I guess I have dealt with depression throughout my life, but lately it is worse. I moved away from all my friends and family about 10 years ago and since then I haven't been able to make any friends. I am very much an introvert and socially awkward. I have low self-esteem. Even when I try to make friends, people don't want to remain friends with me because I guess I'm not outgoing enough. My relationship is not great either so there is not much support there. I feel so lonely all the time, and generally like a big loser whose life is going nowhere. I seem to be incapable of making any lasting friendships. What I'd like to know is if there is a site somewhere where I can try to find a support buddy, someone that I can email daily back and forth to share and try and help each other through this hard stuff. I'm not really familiar with different sites or forums, so if anyone has more info on that, that would be great. Even a 40 plus forum, maybe that would be a start for me. Thank you.