Hi I guess yesterday was just the start its been getting worst all last night and through the day today I having all I can do to write this message , I am notb even sure why I am writing it I guess its because you have all helped me and been friendlier than anyone i KNOW locally .
I just feel all alone the wife all she wanted to do today is holler not talk and I feel so all alone that I just feel so small and insignificant like why try or why am I here I just wish I could sleep for 100 yrs and wake up and everything would be different.