I just don't know how much longer I can deal with this psychological pain. I feel all twisted up and feel as if I can't breath.i just don't know what to do, I can't. Move off the couch I am just watch my kids do anything they want to do and I am to slow or dead to yell at the . I took some Ativan but it didn't. Help. I need to make dinner but I can't I am useless and can't help my kids. I want to die but their is no one to care for my kids, maybe I should just give up and hope someone will come forward and take them, hopefully their loser father wii, bt I don't know maybe they will be better off with me. I can't see any getting better by talking with my therapist once or every two weeks will do. I fell overwhelmingly hopeless. Every day I wake it is the same **** and the same problems, I am hanging by a string and that string is going to. Real soon. Th
Is pain will never end, it just gets worse and worse.