((((rcrss)))) i am so sorry you are suffering so much right now. You are not alone. There are people here that hear you, understand and can relate.

I am wondering if you have spoken about these particular feelings with your doctor or pdoc. Ativan is for anx/severe stress and a nervous system depressant, so if you are already feeling depressed, it could very well make things harder (no motivation, feeling incredibly down, weak, confused, hopeless, etc).

Please call your doctor and make an appt. If you feel you are in immediate danger, go to hospital or call 9 1 1.

There is help available.

Also, your children love you. For as overwhelming as that sounds, perhaps once you meet with your md and address these serious feelings, things wont be so difficult or seem so bleak.

Also, i have found, for me, Rx without T is not really that effective. The Rx helps the symptoms, but in T, I am able to get to the root of the matter...

Please take good care and let us know how you are doing.

Hugs to you,
Rose