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I'm not looking for an internet diagnosis at all I just want to know if someone described this to you, a bipolar person, would you think it was hypomania or not.
- 3 months of feeling "elated".
- In this time the person has casual sex with at least 3 people.
- Not being able to sit still in this time and feeling like they have to be moving.
- Have reckless sex to the point of tearing their vaginal wall and bleeding a lot and refusing to go to hosptal claiming they will be fine, and not allowing their partner (one of the casual sex partners) to call an ambulance until they nearly pass out and vomit everywhere.
- On the way to the hospital even though they're bleeding half to death (had to have 2 blood units in transfusion) just laughing and carrying on with the ambulance staff.
- Feeling like the most amazing gorgeous person ever pretty much constantly.
- Friends and classmates constantly asking if I'm drunk or high.
- Sleeping a lot less than usual.
- A lot more motivation to exercise and do school work, and trying to find a job.
- Drinks a lot more, smokes cigarettes and weed when they wouldn't usually.
- Ideas and thoughts going through my mind so fast that they can't physically talk fast enough to keep up with them.
- A lot more sociable.
- Feeling like they have endless energy.
Because this is what happened to me for 3 months and every professional I've spoken to has said that there is no chance I am bipolar. Even though my boyfriend is diagnosed bipolar and his symptoms are no where near as bad as mine. I don't know I just feel like I'm not being listened to. Is this what you bipolar people experience?
(I also have severe depression, no motivation, extreme suicidal thoughts, self harming etc for like 4 months at a time).
Kaz x
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