I've been known to drink to calm down, which is weird because if I think about it, of the many times I've been drunk, I'm never really calm but, I don't have that inner sense of turmoil that makes you feel like crawling out of your skin or that your bones have run ahead of you.

Um...yea, luckily I've only ever been a drug abuser. I'm too moody to stick with anything long enough to be addicted. Addiction is a whole other game and can't say I've ever played, except with cigarettes but, that doesn't very well count.