I know your pain dex, But I will give you plently of hugs, a shoulder to cry on, and ear to lend and a box of tissues.

You have helped me with your support and I have only been here for a while.

What if you write down everything you did, like putting a pair of socks on, took a shower or brushed your teeth, Ok, here is my thinking on that: if you write all that little stuff down, eventually you will think hey I have done some stuff lets see what else I can do today. or just use the computer in the living room, or outside, if the cords will reach and if you have a laptop. then you can write that on your list: I worked on my computer in the living room. Hey it's a start.

My weekend was sooo bad also. I probably cried 80% of the time. Those feelings of not amounting to anything, thinking I am fat, ugly and stupid just would not go away.

I tried to blame it on the moon, full with that weird hallo.

I know that there are times that no matter what kind of support people can give you, those words just don't sink in. But, look at ithis way, you got up, and you turned your computer on and you are talking to us, that is an accomplishment in my book. There are those of us who don't even do that much. I want to say "Just take it one day at a time." but that is so lame because that is all we can do.

I wish I had more words of wisdom for ya. But I have this smiley