I think its reasonable to expect those feelings. I think, though, that you should use
this as an exercise in getting farther away from the memories of your abuse.
Continental on in the belief that they aren't going to hurt you, because they won't,
and teach yourself that it is okay for people in authority to help you, that it is okay to feel safe.
You DESERVE to feel safe. Try not to analyze and think too much. Just let your feelings
come and let the bad ones pass while holding on to the good ones.

You'll be just fine