evangeline95,

I can relate to your fear quite a bit. While I am an adult (41 y.o.), I do still carry a lot of tension and fear that I am homosexual/bisexual. I can't name 1 time when I was tempted to even try the other side, but I do become extremely tense when I notice that a girl is pretty. I automatically Q myself about my physical reaction to her beauty. If I weren't gay or "bi" doesn't that mean that I wouldn't feel this way??

I haven't ever had any dreams about women. I've met and known other gay women and men, never any temptation to "try it". Yet, I'm still paranoid. I can't explain it. Maybe that's the situation you find yourself in??

(((hugs)))