sometimes it feels like i'm so drawn into my head that I'm not quite sure what's the real problem. i keep thinking it's me. like i need to do something about myself. but outwardly i don't think people think i need to work on anything that much. i'm liked, for sure. i just don't get it why i think there's something wrong with me.

what's the problem? i just think I think i'm never good enough. whatever I do isn't good enough. i'm always trying to be good enough. and i am, but im never satisfied. i always want to be better, and it's such an obsession i kick the living **** out of myself.

i'm beginning to feel like a lot of my efforts to improve my well-being are misguided. in the sense that I want to be a better and more complete person right away. i don't think I've learned how to expand my efforts to work at my well-being for the long-term. i think i need a new approach...

you guys gots anything for me?