I love knowledge as anyone has all my life. I frequently seek answers from google or wikipedias on nearly everything out there. I even go to print my own copies to have on hand and read like stories. for example biology and physics really facinate me. I have trained my self to be a proficient at producing information about everything for a while now and I'm still in the dark about my life as I've cut off communicating with people to stay and live alone and do what I came to this world to do. which was being an artist at the time. I just bought a new guitar and am working on drum tracks atm. so I have art music and a computer to put it together. I suppose my stuff will only,ever see utube and that's good enough for me. I'm just stuck ina rutt right now and it's hard to see what's coming whenever there are a lot of distractions. I need to keep going for my own sake and my families sake because honestly they will be the only ones i WILL talk about this stuff with and you guys of course. I love thew internet it is like a world where if you are patient enough all your answers will come to you and your world becomes a special place where everything comes together and you are in control.