Exactly Soup, it was your private moment between you and your inner child. Your T doesn't have to know about it unless you choose to tell her. This is something that came up in my therapy how I chose not to tell T lots of things and why I keep so much to myself- it is because these are our feelings our emotions, our memories and our experiences and you can choose who you want to share them with.
Well done on finding your inner child- you might not like her now but it will take some time to get to know and love her again, be gentle with her she is only a child

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