Please phone someone ... if you can get your GP on the phone, that is a good start seeing as though your T is not available. Failing that please please please go to the hospital. I have done this so many times .... it is ok to do this.

We are here but you might need more immediate help.

I have been where you are right now and I know more than anything that it is the darkest, most lonely, most terrifying place in all the world.

Lyle ... please call someone .. please go to the hospital ... please try to stay safe (and I know how lame that sounds).

I wish I could help more.

Love
Sabrina