Hi ladydove.....Thanks for sharing more of your story, we are all here for somewhat similar reasons, and yet we've all traveled our own paths. Sounds like you've had a lot to deal with, and I hope some comfort comes your way as soon as possible. Also, thank you for the kind words regarding the ending of my friendship....yes as you say, relationships sure can be hard, and when depression is part of the equation they're even harder Looking forward to talking more in the future.....Warm Wishes.....