Hello ArrMCee,

I have often wondered which comes first, the depression or the loneliness? For me, one of the first symptoms that I am getting depressed is that I start to feel lonely. Eventually, as the illness progresses, I lose interest in life. I watch other people doing stuff and couldn't be bothered. I also think that people are into meaningless stuff. So, my point is, the underlying depression may be the very reason for your loneliness and disdain for people. I agree with Leeds that you need to seek help for the depression, from a doc or therapist. I am sorry you are struggling and I hope that things change for you real soon.