I think Amandalouise I was transferring a little bit. I think because I often blame myself for what my violent alters do and unlike you, nobody tells me that it's not my fault. They blame me also. I always end up feeling really guilty for the people that were effected. I carry a lot of shame around for these things and I spend every living moment hoping, wishing and praying that they don't happen again. I am always violent towards myself though, but it still effects other people, a lot and I'm very ashamed that I don't have control over them, and I think some of my parts think that I should. So if I think that I should, then I think that everyone with DID should.

kazine- just saw it, off to read it.