I have been suffering from severe symptoms since I was in 8th grade. I am now a freshman in college. These symptoms include depression, manic episodes, anger episodes, suicidal thoughts all the time, sometimes hear voices, sometimes see things my friends swear are not really there. Only my friends see these symptoms I have because I know they will keep them a secret. Al of my friends have seen my craziness and worry about me. I don't have the symptoms 24/7 and keep to myself a lot when at home, so my parents really do not notice. I am afraid to tell them because they would worry a lot and they are super busy right now. I am afraid to keep it a secret because it is getting harder to hide. What do I do?