Thankyou. You have written that in the best way so far. I have been seeking answers all day from this on several forums, and I guess just some form of comfort to help me deal.

A few seem to just criticise our casual attitude to the physical intimacy, when this has nothing to do with that, more that first and foremost he was a great friend of mine and I don't quite know what to think/handle the situation.

But yeah, I think I'll wait a few weeks. I have already thought in my mind what to say to him, without any judgement on his behaviour more just that I care and value his friendship and want him in my life in whatever way he is capable of.

I'm going through a great deal of regret right now, wishing I hadn't cracked. However ultimately, what's done is done and I can't turn back the clock; just hope he sees me as someone he can trust and still be friends with.