Definitely can relate Trees... I was with a girl that I think was so good, she ruined my perception on how relationships should be =P Haven't had the slightest interest in more than a handful of women since her.

As for everyone else, thank you. I don't have any medical insurance, and am currently unemployed and flat broke (paying bills and rent is all i can afford) I want to seek help very badly, but until I get a job, I'll have to find another way to cope.