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Old Aug 05, 2012, 04:04 AM
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I'm having a really rough time. Even tho I'm on medication I'm hitting the skids because my son is dying -- and it's really got me spiral. I know this is temporary -- how long I don't know.

My son is dying from alcoholism, and has been in the hospital for more than a week. We've seen it coming for years, but when it hits it's like a kick in the gut. He's in ICU right now, and his liver has stopped working. His organs are failing, but he keeps hanging on. He has a strong will to live, and I just wish God would take him home, so he wouldn't keep suffering!!! He's in a lot of pain -- they're trying to keep him comfortable of course. But I HATE to see him suffer.

So that's where I am right now. I know this won't last. I hate depression. I've been depressed since I was a small child, so I'm no "newbie" to it. YUCK.
(((((Lee!))))) I am very sorry you have to go through this. It must be an awful experience.
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