((((Ticli)))))) I'm so sorry you went through that. How awful. If I were there I would kick his a55 for you I guess you could say I have a little bit of anger right now.

I saw my abuser 2x outside of the window of the abuse period. I was CSA from the age of 5 -7 by a neighbor. We then moved and I saw him when I was 13 and another time when I was 17 (My mom was friends with his mom so when I was 13 the moms were in the room and the second time it was at a friend of a friends house and he asked me if I remembered how we used to 'play together' . Both times I thought I was going to throw up.
I hadn't seen him since.

Two days ago I found out where he lived, what his prison record looked like and that he died last year. I decided to take action and actually find him this past week. I have a lot of emotions swirling around....

Not that your asking for advice but in my situation I wish I found him sooner so I could confront him.