Thank you Rose...you are so right about minimizing things. But at the same time, I think I'm trying to prepare myself for the worst, do you know what I mean?

I went to the psych eval, which really wasn't an eval in my estimation. She was very nice, asked several questions, the whole thing took about 30 minutes. She wished me luck and told me to make sure that I ask for a hearing immediately if I am denied the first go round.

I go for my physical eval tomorrow morning at 8:30am. I have no idea how i will get up early enough to get there and be somewhat coherent. Thank goodness the doc is just down the road from me, less than 5 minutes so I don't have to drive far.

My APTD through the state is now pending on the findings in the evals that SS had me go to. So still, no cash, no medical help. This is so stressful I can't begin to put it all in words.