I've been intentionally avoiding this thread, but now I must address it. This emotional hunger emanates from what the author called "Original Loss". I have described it as "the darkness within". T keeps telling me that many of the needs from childhood will never be met or can only be met through God (or any other higher power of your choice). However, I do search for others (including T, rainbow, much like you ) to try to fill the void.

I'm in chapter 11 and it's in this chapter about healing that I am actually the most triggered. It seems impossible. Okay, I have to stop thinking about it now.