I know I'm horrible. But think back about things that took place, some good and some bad, 3 years ago. I almost left my husband for this guy. A lot happened. Was actually used by this man, but still think about him, how is one to get over someone? I know, think of the good qualities of one you're with, but he's hardly ever here!

I know I need to stay strong to keep our family together. Even though our kids are grown, they still need mom & dad to stay together. I still wonder though, and feel so alone, and have needs that aren't met so much of the time. It's hard!