better yet ticli hate the drugs, not yourself. when one falls off the horse the sooner one gets back on the better. you hit a milestone with two weeks clean. now you know that you can do that. build on that success and take things a day at a time. it does get easier the longer we're sober. hang in there. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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