Thanks everyone, I check in here once a day quickly. So much going on but mainly this kid is out of control and I want him out of my home. He has untilo Tues. He assaulted my youngest the other night. Money is hard, more then ever. Negative balances everywhere. Joy is the child and the older girls and watching them sparkle. My lungs are a lot better. Interviewed for a job the other day that pays squat and I want. Daughter is finding her way after a year of abuse and hell.

I am beat but thanks all for staying with me though I can't really be here right now. Little one is precious. She wakes me early and has so much joy with her hurt and confusion. She is a darling.