Hello I've been going through depression for months now, and still haven't gotten the help I need. My mom absolutly hates me and can't even look at me and the rest of my family just doesn't understand why I do the things I do, I tried killing myself a few times. I've asked to talk someone but my mom hasn't done anything. I've been doing drugs for around a year and I see myself changing, I hate it but I can't stop, I fell inlove with a complete asshole and still think about him today, I don't think you should give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking of, he was the only person I felt comfortable talking to about personal things. I cry all the time just at the thought of how I'm living for nothing. Everyday my mom will call me dumb or stupid and it just discourages me and brings me down, how I'm going no where in life, I have nothing to live for, all I want is someone I can talk to pleasee