For me the fear of rejection is a lot less than the fear of myself. I don't want to be put in situations I was in with my ex. The last 5 years has been very lonesome. I've seen friends enter and exit multiple relationships... meanwhile I've been by myself. I think I know what's stopping me..

I'm really good at picking up a girl. I am the one that goes out and talks to a girl, and gets her number, calls her up for a date... and then that's it. I don't feel ready to date yet.. Certainly not ready to have a relationship. I need therapy first. I need to fix myself first before I can expect someone else to stay attracted to me.